Throughout my life, I have made several attempts to start writing a book.
The first attempt was when I attended a training on how to write a book in two weeks. The idea was simple: conduct a webinar, transcribe it, edit, and publish the book.
The second attempt occurred when one of the leading publishing houses offered me to write a book. I already had my own audience on social media. We even signed a contract stipulating that I had six months to complete the book. I didn’t finish it. I decided that during that time, it would be better to train several dozen specialists who conduct sessions on past life memory activation, rather than spend my time on writing a book.
The third attempt happened when, at 5 a.m., I accidentally saw an advertisement for a book-writing training. As a marketer, I liked that the auto-webinar started not in the evening, but in just 15 minutes. I decided to check out the sales pitch inside. I liked the speaker, paid for the training—around 70,000 rubles, approximately 1,000 euros. I didn’t write the book. But I did meet Maria Ryder. For me, that was more valuable than if I had written a book. Maria and I have been friends for over three years.
In January 2023, I decided that I needed to create a book for a broad target audience. Notice—create, not just write. The method is simple: choose a relevant topic, conduct 100 sessions, transcribe them, and produce both electronic and print versions of the book.
Now, I just had to decide on the topic. I had about 3-5 options.
But I settled on the topic of abortions and miscarriages. Why? You’ll understand shortly. Below is the current information as of the time I wrote this preface.
How to recall past lives – 1,645 searches in Yandex Wordstat over the past 30 days (as of April 2025).
How to have an abortion – 10,673 searches per month.
How to induce a miscarriage – 6,353 searches per month.
How to provoke a miscarriage – 4,300 searches per month.
How to cause a miscarriage – 4,176 searches per month.
It’s clear that people do not want to remember past lives; rather, they want to get rid of unintended pregnancies.
There’s a rule in marketing—sell not what you want to sell, but what the client wants to buy.
Sell not through highlighting how life will improve, but through addressing pain.
And the pain is simple. Any woman who has provoked a miscarriage, whether through medication or medical procedures—experiences feelings of guilt. Even if she has convinced herself that she did the right thing and made the only possible decision at that moment.
I enlisted the help of graduates from my courses, whom I trained previously in individual groups, to assist with this project.
So, March 2023. I began. The schedule was tight—each week, five working days, three sessions per day. Ideally, 15 sessions a week. Multiplying by four weeks, that’s 60 sessions a month. But in practice, it was different; the project took about three months.
I assembled a team of transcribers who converted all the sessions into text. Back then, neural networks didn’t yet transcribe 90-minute videos in 15 minutes.
The text files were stored on my cloud storage for two years. I couldn’t bring myself to edit and proofread the transcripts. It took me four hours to revise and correct the text of one session. Multiplying by the number of stories explains why two years passed since the project’s inception.
But now—the time has come.
As for how the stories will be presented: some in an open channel, and continuation in a closed one. The most interesting part isn’t the stories themselves but the soul’s conclusions after death.
This is because the soul thinks differently from the personality. The soul has its own goals, which differ from those of the personality.
This isn’t just a book about abortions. It’s a training. It’s a way to develop reincarnational intelligence.
This is a way to learn more about the paradise in which each of us, including you, the reader, will find ourselves after death in this life.
So, get ready to read 100 stories about abortions, miscarriages, and interrupted pregnancies. I hope this book will save many unborn children’s lives.